Montag, 2. September 2013

Update and stuff

I will just blog in english because it seems easier right now.
I am not overthinking every single sentence when I am writing in english.

So I got my wisdom teeth removed and was really really freaked out beforehand and then there was Chris back again, calming me down.
I have not seen very much of him lately but that is okay. He was there when I needed it and that was fine.

Currently I worry about everything. About things I have not done and things I have done, mostly things I have had no control over and that I not really good.
I almost constantly have a bad feeling in my stomach and if I don't distract myself I might just start crying.
This is very good.


On September 1st my dash filled up with Harry Potter and since I have no time to do a reread of the series I watch all the films.
That is slightly quicker.
(Also I can knit while watching the films but I can't do that while I read)

I am knitting a hufflepuff scarf and it turns out quite decent.
I am really proud of it and I will finish mine rather soon hopefully and then I will start another hufflepuff scarf, which will be a present for my best friend.
I won't show it my mother anymore... She critizised everything I did with it so far and that is really really annoying and I kind of hate her for that. Not really obviously but a tiny little bit...

My grandma taught me how to sew and while I messed up quite a bit she was only ever encouraging and that felt really really nice to be honest.
I like her a lot.
She is very nice.

I used that new skill to sew a Handy pocket for my other grandma and I will also make a laptop bag eventually.
I just need to buy the fabric and am kind of broke right now.

I bought 2 biographies because I meant to read more biographies and those were in the bargin section and sounded interesting...
I left them in school because I had no space in my backpack anymore....

English class is still my favourite class but I am getting better at Physics so that is okay too and history is really interesting this year.
I mostly like school... just not absolutly loving it...


(I love Oliver Woods accent...)